No, I will not talk to you in person. I know what you will do, and that will be to break me down to build yourself up. You can put the blame on me all you want. but remember, you are responsible for your own actions.
I don't hate you. I miss the side of you that I knew, even if it wasn't completely you. I've come to terms with that and I'm okay. I cherish those memories. I am not upset because I did something wrong. I didn't so why should I be? It only hurt because I could not understand why someone would toss me away like a used toy for all those years. Especially over something so frivolous.
Remember that it was never my fault you chose to do the things you did. Yes, it was a breaking point for me. However it gave me time to rebuild myself and evaluate what I should really worry about in my life. And now I feel much better. I do not have regrets. You may have tried to claim I was just trying to make you feel sorry for me. But to be honest, no. You're giving yourself too much credit here. There was several things that led to this. So please stop thinking about yourself all the time.
I was told you didn't really think the things you were saying, but it seems like you truly believe them. This seems to mean you aren't telling everyone the truth. Yourself included.
No, I will not talk to you in person or read your page (I never have actually), because although you requested being "adult" your tone, actions and use of words suggested otherwise. You need to learn how to take the blame and grow into a better person. Shifting the blame onto other people may seem like an easy way out but it only hurts you in the long run. Please stop doing that.
Had a hard past? So did I. Come to terms with it. You'll feel better. Do not use the excuse of "changing" as a means to do what you like to others thinking you will not get the consequences that come with those actions.
Because I know you have the capacity to be a better person. Tell the truth. Don't be afraid of the mistakes you made. Make it right. It's never too late. I can say with absolute honesty that I don't hate you. What you did hurt me a lot, sure. But I don't. At least, not unless you give me a real reason to. I'm not a malevolent individual at all. I just hope that you can bring out the decent person in you for good. You should still have some good friends that can help you. If not, open up to them. I'm sure they will help.